You see that tear? The one running down her cheek? Ya that girl over there, hanging out by herself while her friends laugh and enjoy what's going on in life. Do you know why she's crying? I do. She just gave up the best thing in her life, and he doesn't realize that's how she feels. But she's okay. She wants him to be happy, and she knows she was holding him back. Today she lost her most important part of her life, and the ironic thing is that it was her choice. You might be thinking " well it's her fault, she made the choice. If she's sad, it's not anyone's problem but her's." First off, the most important thing in her life was her Shadow Man, lets just call him Shadow. She loved her Shadow more than her own life, and still does. But she felt guilty about keeping her Shadow. She could feel that he wasn't happy following her around all the time, always being by her side. Even though he wanted to and said he did, she saw the longing in his eyes to follow another.Even though she wanted to keep him. The one he wanted to follow, well she had her theories about the pretty one he had his eyes on. To begin with, she know that the pretty one was far more beautiful than herself. Secondly the other one wore more revealing clothes than her, so naturally Shadow would long for that. She saw the grin on his face when they passed the other one in the hall. She felt his body move away from hers ever so slightly. She knew Shadow wasn't listening to their friend talk, because he was thinking about the other girl, the pretty girl, the funny girl. The girl with the perfect face, perfect skin, perfect height. The other one who was more what he's looking for. Someone who has similar views on grades, and doesn't care if Shadow passes or fails. The one who actually likes the perverse jokes and conversations, and the dead baby jokes. The one who flirts with him, and wants to steal him from me. well congrats to the other one, you got your wish. Yes, I've known you like him, it's as obvious as him liking you. Now you two can be happy, I want him to be happy. Now he can be happy. He can be with the other girl, and not have to worry about anyone but them. I'll be okay. I have to be, for my Shadow, my love. Sometimes love means sacrifice, at least we are still friends. Right?










right, as long as he's happy. even if your not, he is. let him go so he can be happier, you know he will be without you. Let him be happy even it means sacrifice, and loosing the one you love, the reason you're still alive.